how am i supposed to deal with this? liam, a very big part of my life, passed away and i really don’t know how to accept it. i think i never will. this is just hurts so much. i’m absolutely devastated and heartbroken. he was always there for us and for the boys, always supporting all of them. he was the only one to always show up. he really didn’t deserve this. he deserved so much better. he saved us so many times and my heart is broken because we weren’t able to save him. i truly hope his next life is kinder to him than this one. thank you for all the memories, liam

cheap-pack-of-cigarettes:

I think no matter what, whenever I put on One Direction, especially if its on my speakers in the house or car, i’ll always be that 13 year old again. Listening to their music in light of Liam’s passing is really rough, but I’ve also found myself doing what I’ve always done: disconnecting and enjoying them. They will always be the safe space for the teenage girl inside me. Our lives are changing and evolving, I never thought we’d lose a 1D member this young but we’ll always have their music. We’ll always have the memories, and even for a short time we can we kids together again.

karolinactually:

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tenderlovingmuse:

wishing you a safe return back to yourself

wetheurban:

August will be good for your mental health.
August will be good for your mental health.
August will be good for your mental health.
August will be good for your mental health.
August will be good for your mental health.
August will be good for your mental health.
August will be good for your mental health.
August will be good for your mental health.

toastbutteregg:

trillow:

i like it when the sky looks like the world is going to end

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slowlikehoney1996:

t shirt that says “i used to be worse”

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